Every year around Valentine’s Day, college campuses across the United States take part in the V-Day campaign by putting on productions of The Vagina Monologues. V-Day uses the Vagina Monologues as the avenue in which they raise funds to end violence against women.
Sometimes when I take baths I have an issue with water getting into my vagina. I usually do not realize when this happens. It will go unnoticed for a while, even a couple of hours sometimes. When the water works its way out it is usually enough to soak through my panties.
I have developed a low-level eating disorder in response to being sexually rejected by someone. I think I know what the basic connection here is: I have gotten a strong emotional impression that it is a mistake to enjoy myself physically, that I don’t deserve to feel physical pleasure and that if I do I will be unclean.